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You don't even know
Tuesday, February 8, 2011 @ 4:22 AM
I won't tell you what's it before,.
I don't want to be as demanding as I used to be before,
I don't want it to be a burden to you,
But it bothers me every time you did it.
I'm tired of waiting..
I wait for you to reply my text,
But you do reply after 6 to 60 minutes,
Sometimes even longer..
For you it might be doesn't really a big thing at all,
But for me,
It makes me think that I'm not worthy to be rushed for,
I know you don't understand,
I know that I'm really hard to be understood,
If you can't go on,
Please tell me,
I can slow this down..
I just don't want to burden u with all my demands and freaking feelings,
But you gotta understand me,
I'm tired of, waiting..
I wait for you almost every school day,
I stay at school just to see you, to meet you, to lessen this pain of misses,
But you're , shy, .
I think it'll be worth waiting ,
But it isn't,
I just can see your smile,
But I can't even remember how your voice is,
You're too shy to meet me,
I know that you're just a young girl,
Maybe I expected too much from you,
I'm sorry,
But I'll still be waiting for you,
Everyday every night,
Waiting for you to,
Reply my text faster..
Understand me better..
Be lessen you shyness towards me..
I wanna meet you,
Laugh with you,
Cry with you,
Do everything with you,
It's all my wish.
And the most thing that has been messing with my mind all this time,
I have to wait..
So long,
To
Marry you.
It's all about
You,
It's all about
Waiting,
It's all about
Love,
It's all about
Life.
I'm sorry if this hurts you,
But it did hurt me,
Honey,
My princess.
I love you.